Emmanuel.
God is with us.
Mary rode for hours on the back of a stinkin’ donkey. When they FINALLY arrived at Bethlehem her disappointment was palpable as Joseph went from lodging to lodging, hoping to find a place for them. She was getting impatient: the load she was carrying was too much for all this travel. A modern day doctor would have advised against it.
God is with us.
Mary rode for hours on the back of a stinkin’ donkey. When they FINALLY arrived at Bethlehem her disappointment was palpable as Joseph went from lodging to lodging, hoping to find a place for them. She was getting impatient: the load she was carrying was too much for all this travel. A modern day doctor would have advised against it.
When they arrived at the final option, both
of them held their breath: “no
room. No room, I’m sorry.
But I DO have a space. It’s far from perfect. But you can get off that donkey and settle
in.”
Mary, with feet so swollen they hurt (and
itched!) finally dismounted that cursed donkey.
I mean, nothing against donkeys, but SERIOUSLY. Over a week on that stubborn, fuzzy, smelly
beast was absolutely too much. TOO much!
With relief she dismounted and walked around
the stable…legs still formed around the donkey, Braxton Hicks riding hard along
about now. And, lo, she WAS afraid. What
was actually going on inside her young body?
She felt the baby doing cartwheels inside, felt the little one with hiccups,
felt when he was finally sleeping. The
angel had already told her she was having a son…long before the world’s first
ultra-sound. But Emmanuel? She was supposed to name him Emmanuel?
After hours of fearful labor and pushing, no
hand-maidens to assist, no doula, no Pitocin, just a terrified fiancé who had
never been intimate in those regions, let alone even SEEN them before, offering
timid assistance as the baby began to crown.
And then.
And then.
The baby’s first breath inhaled....That same
breath He, as God, had breathed into Adam's lifeless body at creation, now being
breathed into his own fleshly body...jump starting the blood coursing through
his tiny veins. His robust cry pierced
the air and he struggled to find comfort and sustenance at the breast of his
young mother.
As Mary held her baby close, her Jesus-child,
tears slowly coursed down her cheeks. He
was so perfect, his ten little fingers, ten little toes. His sweet rosebud mouth feeding so fervently,
tiny nostrils breathing in air as his mouth busily drank his mother’s milk.
Had Mary known what the future held for her
baby, would she have mourned his very birth?
Would she have cried as he ate?
Did she have an iota of an idea of what was to become of her son, Jesus?
What if she had known that his first breath,
that same breath which The One had breathed into Adam oh so many centuries
before, would become the Breath of Heaven?
The Breath of Life? That same breath which would utter “It. Is.
Finished.” And then breathe His last breath.
What if she knew that the blood which coursed through his tiny veins, the blood which brought color to his little cheeks and removed the purple hue from his fingertips as the blood coursed strong… would one day spill….onto a parched ground for the final forgiveness of wrongs done?
Did she realize that his sweet, lily-white and
unblemished baby skin would be scarred under a crown of relentless thorns, rent
under the sharp angles of iron piercing flesh?
Torn as a cross was dropped into a pit, and a sword pierced his side.
Could she understand the horrors that awaited
her sweet baby Jesus…Emmanuel? That His
actual Heavenly Father, none other than God Himself, would eventually turn His
back as this baby-now-man took on the sins of the world for the Ultimate
Forgiveness of Sin, covered with a black too much for the Father to even take in,
having to turn His back and force darkness upon the earth.
And yet.
This child born today…God With Us…would
provide us the privilege of Us With God at the ultimate conclusion of life. God With Us…Us With God. How is it possible?
As Mary held him, and His little eyes peeped
open, squinting as the Light Of Life filtered into his tiny baby eyes, did she
grasp the horrors that awaited her child?
Did she even comprehend the unconditional love her son would offer once
grown and feeding throngs of hungry people?
When He freed people of their sickness or the demons that haunted, could
Mary comprehend His unfailing, unending love?
Can I?
Isn’t it too much to take in that God
Incarnate would take on flesh, blood, and the form of a mere, helpless baby to
be for me God With Me.
For you, God With You.
For the world, God With Us.
Emmanuel.
It’s too much. Just TOO much.